Heart to Heart

I really need to sit down and figure what it is that I want in several aspects of my life. Some aspects only need minor tweaks … motivation I guess. While other aspects need a major overhaul.

It all comes down to: what will make me happy (or at least content)?

Some of the small stuff is just a case of making myself make the changes that are needed … pushing myself forward. The other stuff … well that’s a completely different story.

I know that I need to make the change. But I’m scared to make that change. Making that change will completely upset my life as it currently is. And now is not the time that I want to do that. But then again, who ever wants to change a major aspect of their life?

Where do I even begin? I guess I could start with pro and con lists. That would be somewhere. And if the cons don’t outweigh the pros, then maybe now really isn’t the time to make the change. But if the cons DO outweigh the pros, then I need to suck it up and make the change, no matter how much it would freak me out. I just don’t think I can keep going on like this for much longer. If I can’t change the aspect as a whole, then I need to tweak some parts of it. Anything to make myself less unhappy.