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Dear Santa

Hey there Santa. How ya doin’? I hope your “off season” treated you well. I’ll skip the BS this year Santa. ­čśÇ Here’s some ideas for what to bring me. Random Stuff: Starbucks gift card Amazon gift card gift cards for stores with kitchen stuff or decorating stuff chocolate (preferably dark; favorite brand is Ghirardelli) … Continue Reading

Stressed Out

A few months ago I started on a new project at work … developing a mobile application for a client. They wanted both an Android app and an iOS app. I was happy to learn something new … something to put on my resume. Then I found out the timeline … We decided to work … Continue Reading

Bass Ackwards

Why is it that when I’m feeling at my loneliest … when I feel myself falling down the rabbit hole … I retreat … I hide from my friends … I hide from my life? These are the moments that I need to lean on my friends. Why can’t I just learn to ask for … Continue Reading

The post that never was

I was all set to come here and write up a post. It wasn’t a very good post. It was a post bashing myself … calling myself names … being really mean to myself. I decided not to post it. I guess I could call that progress … if I wasn’t still thinking the stuff … Continue Reading

All it takes is that first step

I went on my first walk tonite. I was sitting around my apartment around 7pm bored out of my mind. It was either sit and stare mindlessly at my computer screen, go to bed early (waaaaaay early), or go for a walk. Surprisingly, I picked the last option. So I quickly shaved my legs (ewww … Continue Reading

I’m too old for this shit

Robin and I went out tonite. We went to Big D’s to see 32Below. No big deal right? Well … this was a “school nite*”. We haven’t been out on a “school nite” in years. But I had a blast. And I think Robin did too. I’m glad I went out. * Ok … neither … Continue Reading

So many plans …

So little motivation. :thud: I’ve been wanting to re-do this website and my professional/resume website for quite some time now. I keep coming up with ideas during the day when I’m at work, but when I get home … all motivation is gone. I don’t know if it’s because I’m working on other people’s websites … Continue Reading

Where’s the excitement?

Nothing really┬áexciting has been going on with my work life. Yeah, I built my own custom CMS network that I think is pretty bad ass, but it’s just sitting there. No one has had time to work up a marketing plan for it (since it’s an internal project), so it┬áisn’t being sold. I’m proud of … Continue Reading

I Wish …

I wish I didn’t care so much what people thought about me. I wish I didn’t try so hard to try to make people like me. I wish it was easier for me to make friends. I wish I was more carefree. I wish I would┬ájust do things rather than thinking them to death first. … Continue Reading

Going through the motions

Last nite I finally admitted to myself that I’m just going through the motions. I’m not really living my life. I keep telling myself that I want to do this or I’m going to do that. But what do I do? I get up in the morning … go to work, sitting in front of … Continue Reading